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Starlight and Doom

by the Awkward Sleep

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1.
Full Bloom 03:49
Full Bloom You’re backwards, We’re tipping, Got all of your simping too We paced it, Replaced it, You made me become with you, Your heart hurts, [I'm] your haven, you’re trusting my main debut There [are] parties, defacing, There [are] follies and grace with you, there’s grace with you. I was watching you From the back of the room You’re hollow We’re craving We’ve always just blown the fuse There [are] timers on waiting The honor has come unglued Your heart hurt Its withered Best parts have gone subdued There [are] parties, defacing, there [are] follies and grace with you I was watching you From the back of the room
2.
Descend 04:49
Descend (And now for something completely different) You’re trying to meet me at the edge We’re always trying to play pretend To go, to feel, to want, to be with you again You always fantasized intense, You made believe we could be friends, The parts, the pain, the love, We gained again You always wanted to descend The mark, the maker, on the mend To go, to be, to want to be with you again I’m over the moon with you Not over the spectacle, The positive, the penalty, We’ve got it good, we’ve got the tea You’re trying to make me play the victim, You’re trying to make me play the part, To go, to seize, to love on your knees There’s never practice in our hearts, Played the damn fiddle with your doubt, To run, to smirk, to work all of your tests, I’m over the moon with you, Not over the spectacle, The positive, the penalty, We’ve got it good, we’ve got the tea
3.
Sharks and Foxes Own that baller, He paid for you Borrowed shelter To fade with fees Own that dollar You paid to feel Sparks and cowards They ain't fake for free Own that baller You take to knees Sharks and Foxes He picks his kill Crashing backwards You always fell Own that baller He staged your thrill
4.
Affection 03:46
Affection Hold your pace to make the case Total resurrection, theirs and yours Affection missed the mark with your tight fist Sold your luck to make a play Total resurrection yours and mine Addiction plays the poor With your trite bliss Gonna motivate you Gonna make you lazy Gonna make you fly She gonna make you hazy Gonna make you hate me Like me Gonna make you hate me Like me Told your boys to make a pass Total resurrection, theirs and yours Affection is a dire consequence Hold a buck to make a slave Total resurrection, yours and mine Reflection can’t be born When you’re a dick Gonna motivate you Gonna make you lazy Gonna make you fly She gonna make you hazy Gonna make you hate me Like me Gonna make you hate me Like me
5.
Fake is the New Trend The men aren’t banging the style that you got The party girls of RV park lots The hot, the careless, the coming up later The hot, the careless, the freak show haters Society be twisted, all rancid and ragged, The muscle man, Oh his body’s all haggard Snorting and sipping, Fame eating fame, Dignity all eaten up by the shame, Can’t we all just forget the little things? Can’t we all just forget the big bang? Fake is the new trend Everyone seems to be in style Cock blocking beats, Simmer down all you bearded men, Stop at the scruff, Got no time for your trendiness The men aren’t banging the style that you got, The party girls of Summer hot spots, The hot, the careless, the coming up later, The hot, the careless, the Tik Tok haters, Society be restless, all mixed up, ill mannered, The social fans, Oh their coming with their daggers… Cock blocking beats, Simmer down all you bearded men, Stop at the scruff, Got no time for your trendiness Seems to be in style Fake is the new trend Everyone seems to be in style
6.
Starlight 03:36
Starlight You’ve faltered on the hours All I could see was in your eye You faltered on the hourglass You were finding your ice queen I want to be yours I want to be loved You passed by On the transfer All I could do was wave my hand You’re falling To the wayside You are finding We are obsolete I want to be yours I want to be loved I want to be I want to be your your yours
7.
Fossils 03:05
Fossils We were porous Melting of the skin Into everything We were born for this And the moment We felt it come strong To persevere, to move things right along Only saw you that one time, Caught our breath, Our eyes aligned, There was beauty in that breath There was beauty when we met X2 It was sordid And the nights air gives in The moment yearns Its breath held within Scavengers we can only take what we find We are fossils made of past rewinds Only saw you that one time, Caught our breath, Our eyes aligned, There was beauty in that breath There was beauty when we met Only saw you that one time, (Who are) Caught our breath, (you) Our eyes aligned, (to me) There was beauty in that breath There was beauty when we met Who are you to me Who are you to me
8.
Buttery Sort of Dream Won’t you stick with me Like a buttery sort of dream Won’t you stick with me I promise I will learn how to breathe And we were like rockets In a sordid night sky Providing light to fallacies, On the stars of which we resided And we weren't much more Than sex and weed and whiskey And we weren't much more than Lust, sunshine, and beats We weren't more than Wine, fresh minds, and frisking We were more than Anything you could believe in Anything you could believe in X2 Won’t you stick with me Like a buttery sort of dream? Won’t you stick with me, Darlin’ I promise we won’t atrophy We were pockets of laughter In a muddled moat of madness And our pillow talk and candor Was always laced with pure sass And we weren’t more than Sex and sea and whiskey And we weren’t more than Synchrodestiny And we weren't more than Lust, sunshine, and beats We were more than Anything you could believe in Anything you could believe in
9.
Avalanche 03:35
Avalanche When you compared the last year To the only way we were before The moment seems more dear The time, it floats, made me want to dare And I feel so low You’ve got me, you’ve got me feeling so low And I feel so low You’ve got me, you’ve got me feeling so low You’ve got me, you’ve got me feeling so low To finally being a ghost, To come through anything We didn’t before The places you and I went, To close the end of our innocence And I feel so low You’ve got me, you’ve got me feeling so low And I feel so low You’ve got me, you’ve got me feeling so low You’ve got me, you’ve got me feeling so low You’ve got me, you’ve got me feeling so low (and I) You’ve got me, you’ve got me feeling so low (so low) You’ve got me, you’ve got me feeling so low (so low) You’ve got me, you’ve got me feeling so low (so low)
10.
Absentee Life Yesterday we finished that song, When its just you and me, We’re no longer gutted Yesterday we landed in visions of the times before The world never in disrepair These days fall away Yes they do These days kinda stray I’m so happy Living so absently I’m so damn happy Not caught in catastrophe I’m so happy Reveling in apathy I’m so happy Living that absentee life (I’m so happy) Living that absentee life (I’m so happy) Yesterday we offered our prose, When its just you and me, Surrounded by words we chose Yesteday we polished that tune When its just you and me, There’s no time to be forgot These days fall away Yes they do These days kinda stray I’m so happy Living so absently I’m so damn happy Not caught in catastrophe I’m so happy Reveling in apathy I’m so happy Living that absentee life (I’m so happy) Living that absentee life (I’m so happy)
11.
Laced with You On the coast, on the coast You could be her sun On the coast, on the coast You could steal her heart All over me, all over me On the coast, on the coast We’re all odds on On the coast, on the coast Times on pause Head over heels I want to be laced with you I want to be erased I dreamt to be debased by you I barely escaped x2 On the coast, on the coast Time is bought On the coast, on the coast You’re a piece of what’s lost Head over here, head over here On the coast, on the coast You could feel me drown On the coast, on the coast I am lost, then found To disappear To just disappear I want to be laced with you I want to be erased I dreamt to be debased by you I barely escaped X2
12.
Expiration Known (The earth we live on is under attack, What do we do? Stand up, fight back! What do we do? Stand up fight back! What do we do? Stand up fight back!) The pots on the burner, grey blue eyes deepen, The liquids boiling over, Paralyzing fear The farce is getting bigger, The lies, red, white, and blue, We motion through the litter, Paved with past dues Oooh Time touched you again This sty is getting heated, Expiration known, The people, they were fleeting, Tied to finish last Our offspring couldn’t fake through, Mercury in our ash, Technology breeds those who divide and flee you, Our future’s not been paged yet, The gravity of its defeat, You wonder what it takes us, To believe in such a feat Veracity of oil tycoons, Creeping our needs, The stake in our babies, Lying six feet deep Oooh Time touched you again

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released December 6, 2022

Vocals, Lyrics, Sound Design and Mixed by Ru Nataraj
Songwriting, Bass, Synths, Guitar and Beats by Tyler Wood
Mastered by Justin Perkins at Mystery Room Mastering

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the Awkward Sleep Madison, Wisconsin

a minimalist indie pop duo with layers of etheral haunting vibes and a bit of grunge thrown in for good measure.

Tyler - Multi-instrumentalist (Bass, Guitar, Volca Beats, Volca Sample, Kaoss Pro, Microkorg, Maschine, Teenage Engineering PO's)

Ru - Production and Mixing, Lyrics, Vocals, and Songwriting
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